Tonight is my Celebration of Spankee's Life gathering at my cabin. In a way, I am eager to hear other's stories of Spankee and to share some of my own. And I am also sad to be doing this at all. I know that Spankee is gone and that he is not coming back. But I am still very much in shock and deep in the midst of my grief.
I am grateful for the friends that will be with me tonight to honor him. And I am grateful to have had the time that I did with Spankee. I just miss him. I just miss him.